I Miss You

•June 11, 2009 • 1 Comment

May had been the blessed month..

I was there for 10 days.. Now, I miss you more than ever. I’ve never been this emotional over sumone before. But u make me realise i can be. I wan you by my side now more than ever. I miss you.

All i have is to stare at our ‘LV commercial’ picture and reminisce bout our time together. 5 more months bfore you’re back here by my side and then we can continue with what we planned. I pray hard all will go well…

I do see it in my head… And i dun wanna drag it any longer… COME BACK QUICK!!

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Girlfriends are a girl’s bestfriend

•April 20, 2009 • Leave a Comment

I’m truly blessed.. In times of need I have them

I’m truly blessed.. I do feel all i need are them…

Happy times… with each of us being ther for one another. It’s happier when i get to have all my girlfriends together. We planned a Garden party with each of us bringing our friend. It turned out to be a great idea cos everyone got along with one another. The best part, my sweetheart Hily and my twin Odah .. gets along perfectly well.. Its the best feeling ever.. I cherished you

Bleargh

•April 20, 2009 • Leave a Comment

I can’t wait to quit my job and i can’t wait to get a new job.. I pray hard that it would happen soon
Knowing myself… i’ve ran out of motivation and reasons to go for sessions right now..
I jus popped another pill… I feel like a druggie

MAY here i come

•April 18, 2009 • 3 Comments

I can’t wait for May to come..
I cn’t believe I am actually going there again

Positive Schools 2009 Mental Health and Well being Conference…
by Australia’s Psychological Society
held in Western Australia

Fantastic opportunity
opportunistic as i m… i wanna go, learn more, make more contacts and get a new better paid and better environment job..

The best part.. I get to meet DD!!!!

All falling well so far.. jus don’t know hw im gonna break the news to my director that I’m leaving the company for good…
Time for a job search!!

after midnite

•April 12, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Im wishing upon the stars.. for wat seemed to be only a miracle

Im wishing upon the stars.. for sumthg out of my control

Im wishing upon the stars.. to have dat ‘relek one corner’ life i had

The stars are staring back at me…

Im taking one step at a time

If u noe wat i mean

•April 12, 2009 • Leave a Comment

If u noe wat i mean

I wouldnt have to say wat i said

If u noe wat i mean

I wouldnt seem like im picking on everythg u do n dun do

If u noe wat i mean

Everythg in the world wld b of one colour.. the colour of our choice

If u noe wat i mean

We dun need to understnad, we dun need to say anythg

If u noe wat i mean

Id b an easier person

Cos u dunno wat i mean…

Cos u stumble on ur words, intonations and everythg in ur sentence

I dunno wat u mean…..

I STOP

•April 8, 2009 • Leave a Comment

I STOP.

I GOT STUNNED

IM NOT USED TO IT

ID NEVER GET USED TO IT

I SHOULD STICK TO WHAT I KNOW BEST

MY HEAD AND NOT MY HEART

FROM NOW ON… I’D STOP

STOP GIVING ORDERS

STOP BEING DEMANDING

ALL IN YOUR WORDS

STOP SAYING HOW I FEEL COS IT DOESNT SEEM TO MATTER

YOU ASK ME IF I WAS OK

IM NOT.. WHO WOULD B AFTER BEING TOLD SHE IS GIVING ORDERS AND BEING DEMANDING?

BUT I PICK MYSELF UP FAST

ID STOP

U DO THE ACTIONS. U MAKE THE INITIATIVES. U FEEL WHAT I FEEL.

ID MAKE U REALISE WHAT IVE BEEN FEELING

OR RATHER, I JUS WANNA END IT ALL.

I WANNA BE AN EAGLE AND SOAR AWAY FROM ALL OF IT

I SAY I APPRECIATE THE SPACE

BUT I DUN.. NOT AT ALL…