New toy

So dad’s got the new car today…

BUT he is flying off to Banten tmrw… till Mon i think. I was excited bout the new car prob a few hours ago not till my dad went all PMS on me (yet again) which made me change the tone of this entry. I’m happy with the new car (for him) cos he finally get his hands on his dream car. BUT, the joy jus got shortlived with the way im feeling right now.

It SUCKS being the punching bag at home. It SUCKS having parents above 55 years of age who have no ctrl over their emotions sometimes. It’s not my fault for not knowing where thgs are all the time, esp if i dun use these thgs and it’s not my fault that thgs are misplaced or go missing. And it is definitely not my fault when things get messy especially when im not the one messing it all up. Why put the blame on me when it’s clearly your own doing? I dun get it at all! and i HATE so very much when they accuse me of procastinating or not doing certain thgs, when clearly ive already DONE it or have valid reasons for having to put it off for the time being, like being caught up with clearing the other list of thgs you make me do!

So this entry is kinda bitching… my emotions kinda been in a lil turmoil today. Not sure why. Must be cos ive bn thking bout Elf a few times today n that kinda got me a lil weird. I dunno… it has only been a few mths since everythg cooled off. I still nd time to take thgs smoothly.

Oh wat the heck… missed 2 days of work the past few days. Cancelled lots of appointments due to laziness and obligations to parents. Sumtimes i feel like thou i hv time in my hand, i dun hv ctrl over it. I hv to ALWAYS accomodate to wat my parents want to do or worse whether ther’s anyone to take care of lil gerl. YES, i do feel it can get very unfair to me sumtimes but i embraced the responsibilities with open arms.

Oh yeah.. back to the car. It’s fresh from the oven. Tmrw, BIL is gonna drive it fr airport back home. I dun like the pict of that at all. So im a lil posessive over the new toy. I gues ive always had the idea that when sumone jus bought a new toy, nobody else shld use it but the owner prob till bout a week or a mth or so. I dunno wats the arrangement gonna be tmrw but im very sure the next few days wen dad’s not ard, NOBODY is driving his new Honda Stream!…

He’ll turn 58 when he comes back… an early bdae pressie for himself.

*Update: Dad’s nice again.. told u it was PMS… sheesh*

~ by briyani99 on April 16, 2008.