Cik J: Bila lagi ni?
Me: Bila lagi nak apa?
Cik J: Bila nak kahwin?
Me: Bila dapat jodoh lah… hehe
Cik J: cepat lah.. cik J nak tgk awak naik pelamin…
Me: Huh? anak cik dululah.. dia pun belum kawin pe..
Cik J: Halif?..
Me: Ah ah lah.. kalau dia dah kawin, Cik J baru lah tanya Yani bila nak kawin haha
Cik J: Isyk.. kalau jadi menantu Cik J kan bagus…
Me: ????? (dunno how to react)
We finally MET!! AKHIRNYA!!!
I love my darlings… I just felt kinda shitty the past few days.. cos of mum and dad. Still do now actually, but a lil more controlled I think. Mum had a big ‘blast’ in the mning.. which contributes to me having to cancel my meeting with my cuzzins and delay my meet-up with the darlings…
Highlight of the meet: (besides or usual dinner at Breeks… dunno y)
Me and my darlings
All the loved ones and the BIATCH too haha.. n they are all 23
My new hook
ANGEL IN THE NIGHT
I want more
It’s like being an alcoholic, tasting wine after many years out of rehab
I want more. I realised I loved the moment.
I miss it. I never realised how much I’ve been missing it.
The thoughts of it bring tears to my eyes. I know there will be none anymore.
We tried so hard to break it.
In the end, we are back where we started.
No matter how hard we try to get rid of it, we end up back 305.
It’s all first and foremost built upon sincerity.
Convenience? It’s just a reason to me.
I thank you for still knowing me. I thank you for still making me the only one who knows you. And you are the only one who predicts me right.
I miss it so.
I miss you
1999
I LOVE YOU
Supposedly to do assignment but we ended up searching for a place to do pedicure and manicure
FE Nails or sumthg at Raffles City. I spent a BOMB on my toenails.. painted it PINK. light enuf so my mum wun see and bright enuf to be seen as painted and girlish to go with everything
I LOVE MY NAILS!!
What can I say, a girl loves to be pampered. In this case, we dun need a man to pamper us. Jus COLOURS
my lovely artwork for my dearest fren Aidil.. before he flies off.. finally we met.
he was touched.. my ferst ever present for him since we knew each other back in 2000
My Creation for him… ROCKSTAR!!
The week has been good so far…
It’s already July.. super fast…
in 4 mths, id get another niece insyaAllah… ( ~ ) Binte Mohamed Ariffin
in 7 mths, id get another niece/nephew insyaAllah… ( ~ ) Bin/Binte Faizal
How cool is that?? The BEST news ever. But my mum is obviously very stressed over the news when my sis broke it to her. How is she going to handle three grandchildren, 1 terror-two Aeshah and 2 newborns, all by herself. So obviously, I have added a new responsibility to myself to figure this one out.
I’m giving myself to the end of the year at least to figure out what I should do with my career. As in, what my career should be. Whenever someone asks me, “So what do you do?” My answer? “Everything and anything” OR “I’m self-employed” OR “Nothing”.. not too sure how i should answer those questions
1. i’ve taken up a new kid living sumwhere in Novena i think. Maybe taking up one of my old kids, the gorgeous Turkish boy, if all works well
2. starting my relief teaching at Dunearn hopefully in August. im definitely coming only on those days i have classes so that i can do xtra work at home and therapy sessions
3. kick-starting my World Mediahalal communications project with my cousins. I do hope this works out cos it’s such a great opportunity and there IS potential in this
4. when my dad invests on the new machines, i will get to take over sum business deals from his company AND kick-start AIDIYA with my 2 bestfriends… we’ve got a name already. maybe we should jus start right now? im puttin that on hold for a while cos of assignments and the fact that my dear lil bro (yeaps.. he is back as my dearest lil bro the Rockstar) is away for 2 weeks in Cambodia. Will MISS him…
5. I think i wanna make the flea market event a fortnightly thgy. it’s quite a good avenue to spread our wings and get more attention from the consumers… i shld definitely move SCS to livejournal or blogspot so it’s easier for others to reach me without having to have an account
6. assignments are piling up. and my classmates have jus declared me as their lecturer since im the one who always have to re-explain watever that has been xplained by the lecturer.
So that’s for now, photos up soon
MUACKS to all my friends!
Oklah so im a lil sore… We’ve known each other for many, many years. Been blardy close for as long as that. But this is definitely the first time i felt very disappointed in him
WTF! i dunno wats with the sudden change in attitude. But im hating it! its normal for us to suddenly not contact ecah other but its not normal wen u contact for the sake of convenience. we’ve grew even closer the past few mths with the addition of a new person in our circle of friendship but u suddenly went POOF!!
buat penat je kita memikirkan pasal dia. jus emotionally draining if u think too much about it… especially wen it’s not gonan b worth it at all. not even a simple fucking thank you from you to either of us. BULLSHIT!!!
on a lighter note, im done with CD2, social and emotional devp. the long report, observations, transcriptions and planning a specific learning experience for my nephew. it’s kinda hard wen im not really teaching like most of my other classmates. im jus depending on my theory knowledge AND my eng which is not fantastic.
one more week to date due for Personal Growth. 2 essays!!.. k not so bad but the worst part about it is its blardy specific!! we arent dat dumb… jus make thgs harder by having to be sure that u meet all the different and many leceh criterias that they have.
the dip is more expensive than other schs.. its better b worth it since we’d b getting not only a local certification but an international one too.. YEAHNESS!!
I feel like such a bee… or worse jus a worker bee…
starting from tmrw:
Wed - one-day biz trip to Sarawak
Thurs - CACHE exams that I have yet to start studying
Sat - lil bro’s surprise bdae dinner
Mon - dateline for Social and emotional devp assignment (which is more like a huge portfolio)
I don’t know how I’m going to cramp everything together. PLUS the spree items are arriving soon thank goodness and i havea biz plan to draw up… oh well…
For the past few days,
1. I felt super allergic to the computer. I’m not sure why. I couldn’t be bothered to switch it on to check my SCS website, or my emails or Vpost which is screwing up my orders. Backdated! Backdated! Ah heck.. i just want to enjoy the few days i had without havign to deal with the whines of customers or silly questions which obviously means they can’t read properly. But i do have customers who are always there to give me the continuos support. Thank you!
2. I’m super allergic to my dad. I wished i didnt have to meet him. Not because im unfilial or shit like that. It’s just super annoying and draining if each time he sees me it’s not to ask whether i’m ok, how am i doin in sch or at work? How am i coping in general?. none of those questions. Each time he sees me, its always about money, money, money or biz, biz, biz. WTF!!! It’s really getting to me. Not jsut being annoyed but it saddens me a lot.
3. I’m super allergic to this cuz of mine whom has been kinda rude to my sister. I cant stand the way she toks or acts towards my sis. I know my sis can be panicky, blur and clumsy but it’s not ur right to question my sis’ abilities or push responsibilities jus cos u are in charge of sumthing else. FUCK! my sis is older and an elder to you, treat her with respect lah!!! You are no better, most of time, WORSE!!.. i cant say these to her cos she’s my cuz but im jus venting my anger here. But she is still my cuz n her love her nontheless.
4. Im super allergic to my ATM card. Not that i dun wanna use it. I think im running high on debts! I’m definitely living paycheck to paycheck. Sumwhere along the line i screwed up my finances wen i did the sprees and now i gotta wait till my days in relief teaching start all over again bfore i can breath properly.
MY ALLERGIES… SOB SOB…
Oh My Goodness… No words can describe the feelings i had when i was at Redang.
It wasn’t just about the place, but also the company.
the theme: SUN, SEA, SAND, SNORKELLING AND SEA CREATURES (as put it by Yuyul)
the actors:
The times we had were just filled with lotsa fun and more fun.. from the moment we planned it till the time we said our goodbyes. Who knew, a random idea by me and azah back at Canberra could materialise itself. GIRRRLPOWER LAH!! now we are all geared up to make a 2nd cuz trip… hopefully to Bali before our Mr Black gets himself a Mrs nx yr…
at Yong Peng, the first stop
at the jetty, awaiting our ferry
just before our 1st snorkelling trip
our crazy moments… continuous snorkelling
in the water
